You know it!

You know it is as bad as it gets 

When you are thinking in circles

When you are still hoping 

Long past when you ought to have lost all hope

When your favorite song gets you poker faced

Reminding you of pleasant times

Flashing memories you didn't know existed still

Bringing out your narcissistic best

When you would kill to stop thinking

When the pain begins to recede 

Leaving you behind with that scary numbness

When you're at the brink of stopping to care.

Sometimes all it takes to bring you down

Is one word or the lack thereof

Days are gloomy when you just know,

Know that it is just the way it is.